A female Chinese-Malaysian. Nothing much, just a simple person like you others out there.   Archives << current   Men just want a mother figure who'll spoil them. Women become intoxicated with the comfort that situation provides. Just two lonely people making a couple. <

Meself   Tuesday, February 25, 2003   Nu Skin Went to Jln Ampang with Seng Hau to the NS seminar. Met hoyoyi and andrew there. The seminar is cool. Good business prospect. Want to join, but now since I don't have a lot of money with me. It's kinda tough for me ler. Ai sei ler like that. Everything is just stupidly dunno what. 11:34 AM Saturday, February 22, 2003   It Was A Dream.. It is hard to get involve in a relationship. Why do I always get played? It hurts alot, but how am I suppose to take out the anger? It is not nice to break out my anger infront of other people. Not nice at all. It is no one's fault, practically just mine. Who can accept me truely, sincerely and genuinely? Too much to ask from someone. May be I am to be single in my whole life. It is hard to tell someone 'I like you', to me it is even harder to get near someone I liked. I have alot of male friends, but only to the extends of normal friends. Never thought of anything beyond that. Life is like a joke to me. Or am I a joke in this life? At least I am here to make a few people merrier. 11:24 AM Wednesday, February 19, 2003   Is This True? Someone really likes me. Or am I dreaming? told me last nite. Couldn't believe it. How could anyone falls for me? He just knows me for 2 days. I don't even know him way back then. Is he for real or just trying out a new thing in his life that he haven't experience it before. Just randomly picking up a girl for a trial n error. Great...I am in for a joke, rite?? He's nice, somewhat cute in his personalities. I didn't know his life in depth. Okies off to bed now. Or I am going to miss my class again! 9:35 AM